hopewhisper -- shadowclan

[hope <3]

name ; hopewhisper

age ; 35 moons

gender ; she-cat

clan ; shadowclan

rank ; deputy? or warrior.

appearance ; you sit there and smile at me, and i wonder if you've ever smiled like that at anyone else.
hopewhisper is a black cat. yet, she is a black cat. she is the stereotypical shadowclanner. large, black, long and sharp claws, sharp and white teeth, and cold-ice blue eyes. her fur is smooth and silky, also glossy because of the large amounts of food she eats. in the winter time, she's warm because her black fur absorbs the sunlight, but in the summer- she's burning. hopewhipser's black fur makes her seem invisible in the dark nights, but very visible when the snow come down. in riverclan, there are no room for imperfections; therefore she had to work twice as hard to make up for the fact that she has a slight limp in her step. her limp was made because of an accident when she was a kit, but that is the only imperfection she has. her long legs make her walk awkwardly, but you cans see her muscles moving when she walks. hopewhisper's most stunning feature would be her eyes. ice-blue, they are the one thing that stands out. her eyes seem to be sparkling with whatever emotion she is feeling. although they are cold and ice-blue, they usually have a friendly twinkle inside of them. in battle, her eyes are cold and hard, and usually make anyone terrified of her. ice-blue is a contrasting color with black, but it's a good color on her. her tail is long and thin, gracefully flowing behind her whenever she walks. her tail also shows her mood- it flicks when she's angry, it twitches when she's uncomfortable, stoops when she's sad, stands up straight when she's excited, relaxed when she's happy. her claws and teeth are rather long and sharp, no one knows how she keeps them like that- there are rumors circulating that she sharpens them on fish bones. hopewhisper's smile in the one thing that she keeps for special occasions. although she may smile most of the time; her special, i-love-you smile only comes out when she's in love and is attracted to one. her smile allows her eyes to light up, and for her sweet personality to shine through. her smile raises her cheeks, and her eyes grow a little smaller- making her look like a cute kit. her smile is the best thing about her.

personality ; do you know how confusing you are? you are the most confusing person in the world. sometimes you confuse me so much i get confused about why i'm still so crazy about you.
hopewhisper. like her name, gives others hope. she's has a very simple personality. make her happy, and she'll love you. made her upset, she'll hate you for the rest of her life. hopewhisper is the type of cat who knows what others likes, what others feel, she knows how to get inside another's heart. she has the ability to charm, to smooth talk her way out of almost any situation. except, she only uses that in certain situations. hopewhisper is usually a nice, cheerful, person, but if she doesn't like you- she will ignore you and say bad things about you behind your back. hopewhisper has the tendency to judge on before she gets to know them, but that mold is quickly broken. she gets to know the real you, and then will treat you like that. hopewhisper is a she-cat who loves to flirt, yet, she does not trust anyone with her heart easily. it's more like i-want-to-get-to-know-you kind of flirting. if she really likes you, or falls in love with you, she won't talk or flirt with you. she'd just act like friends. falling in love is the one thing she loves to do, except she has only done it once in her life. love is something she is addicted to, and once she falls in love with you- she cannot fall out of it quickly; it takes the next tom to come along and steals her heart. hopewhisper does not trust anyone with her secrets, and if she tells you one- it means that she regards you highly. she does not like the fact that her head is messed with. that her feelings are messed with. once you break that fragile trust that has built up, she will never trust you again. actually, there are some cases where she will become mad. as in crazy-mad. she will fall into a state of her life where nothing is going right, and she feels like she would like to die. like mini-depression. that mini-depression will disappear when someone else comes along. someone she can love and that she can trust. her life is like a cycle. always repeating itself. hopewhisper does not use harsh words. she uses wit and mind games. she is a debator. a politician. she is the type of cat that no one can ignore. she will speak her opinion if she wants to. she will not censor her mind. unless, she knows it will really hurt someone. the one thing she hates is seeing someone in pain. she would rather have all of the pain inflicted on herself, rather than anyone else. hopewhisper, she will whisper hope into anyone; she gives people hope. she is the one that will encourage, inspire, and make sure that others will follow through their dreams, their ambitions, their ideas. hopewhisper. she whispers hope. even if she has no hope of her own.

history ; he has no idea what goes on through her mind; she's so good at pretending, he will never know how many tears are fallen each night for him, nor the endless hours that she wastes thinking about her last chapter... that she completely ruined
hopewhisper's father was purely windclan. he was a black cat with green eyes. her mother was purely thunderclan. she was a brown tabby with blue eyes. they met one night, and mated. it was a one-night stand kind of thing, just a summer fling. except... she had kits. her kits died on the windclan-thunderclan border. there were four of them. except, only one survived. that one was hopewhisper. hopekit was named it, for the hope it gave the father. except; hopekit was then given to a close friend of her mother and father- a shadowclanner. hopekit was raised as a shadowclanner for the rest of her life. she does not the origins of her past. she was given to a queen, who died when hopekit turned five moons old. she was old enough to live by herself. another moon passed and she was named hopepaw. he mentor was someone named hawkwing. hawkwing was a tom that made hopepaw feel loved for the first time in her life. their relationship was more than just a mentor-apprentice relationship. hopepaw fell in love with her mentor, and the same happened for him. they really loved each other, they trusted each other, they did everything together. hopepaw became hopewhisper when she hit her tenth moon, a little earlier than others. the next day, they had to go into battle. hawkwing was killed in that battle. except, hopewhisper was severely injured and the medicine cat and the others wouldn't tell her what happened- in fear that she would give up and stop fighting to stay alive. after she recovered, she found out, and fell into a state of her mini-depression. she wouldn't eat or do anything. recently, in a dream, hawkwing had come to her, and told her to move on with her life. that there are going to be more things to live for. and that he'll see her sometime later. he said he'd never stop loving her, but that he knows that she should start living for herself. the next day, hopewhisper became her old apprentice self, and started living again. really living.

DEPTUY :
she became a warrior. trained hard. and had a couple of apprentices of her own. she was then proposed to a shocking decision: to be deputy. although she agreed, she still has some doubts. she doesn't allow herself to fall in love as easily, but she's not the best cat for the job. she doesn't like bossing others around too much- but she will do it if she has to. hopewhisper's confidence is growing. and so is her experience.

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